It's not always 0 or 1

I used to have an idealism that's kinda similiar with how the computer works. The computer reads 0 or 1. I believed in black or white. I believed that bad things are black and good things are white. Today, however, I'm no longer clinging into the idea anymore. I think there's no black that is too black to be called black and there is no white that is too white to be called white. The idea is much more abstract than 0 vs 1, I know, however it becomes more realistic. Realistic? Pffttt.. I hate to use the word. I hate to acknowledge that I'm changing.

Eventually the idea helps me understand people better. I start to wait for a second to hear their reasons. I become more humane, I think. Don't think I didn't know I was an heartless asshole, aight? Well yeah, I'm still an heartless asshole. But with less heartless. And I believe it is a good thing. I think sometimes it's ok to be 0.5 or 0.0000009. or 0.99999998. Sometimes, it is okay to be gray.

Somewhere in the way to be in the bright places, we may have to fall into the dimmed alleys.